wow, I read that and I can’t even begin to imagine what he must have gone through. Really sad stuff but he sounds really talented, I am hoping he will be able to evolve from this
His mnemosyne stuff is really fantastic… but crazy how he basically had to relearn how to produce. Feel really bad for the dude, It was awesome using his stems from his remix comp back in the day… it’s one of the gems he allowed me to have on my first full length. One of the first remixes I ever did, actually.
He’ll be missed here for sure, as will his Anodyne Industries project, but I completely agree. I can’t imagine I’d have that positive an outlook if I were in the same position. “The Altar, Hideous and Beautiful” will be on my playlist forever.
Maybe I’m thinking of someone else, but I seem to remember him fucking off from the forum because Benwaa (?) deleted his unboxing video of a USB cord or USB hub or something…I don’t know why I remember that specifically. But it was kinda a thing for a day or two.
He quit because I asked him to change my alt’s profile name. AFAIK He never liked me much to begin with but I think that’s what maybe pushed him over the edge, just got tired of doing mundane admin duties here.
Just purely humorous speculation on my part, dont read much into that.