Just been feeling a lot more confident and happy lately, I think because of a lot of attitude adjustment that I’ve needed for some time. I needed to find a middle ground for my ego, instead of being totally vulnerable or narcissistic all the fucken time. Been getting over a lot of my insecurities, and have been more patient with people, even if I don’t necessarily like them. Having grace with people regardless of them deserving it or not has felt really good lately, because at least I’m trying to make someone else’s day a little better. Idk why but this has been doing wonders for my social anxiety lately
spent nearly $400 dollars on a 12 hour bus ride to see my son graduate high school.
worth it, even if the visit itself was only 2 days.
and then i “let him” kick my ass in Call of Duty and Halo. (translation: the kid is a MONSTER)
After that, I watched him basically school me on Dark Souls 2. Frig…that game is intense, but he basically just walked through it without breaking a sweat.
I just hope he’s able to translate that skill into designing his own games, which is what he’s hoping to go into for college.
finished 10 tracks out of 13, gotta make 3 more tracks then my stupid idm album is complete, happy cause i feel like ive progressed from making random experimental shit to somewhat cohesive experimental shit, i also discovered the hold feature on gross beat
edit: make that 11 out of 13, i surprised myself because of speed
Damn, I didn’t even have that console but great game selection - Earthworm Jim is funny as hell and that Aladdin version was much cooler than the SNES one I had to play ^^
After not knowing what to do with half a dozen tracks I’m sitting on that just aren’t “there” yet (this for about 3 months now), something clicked this morning and I’m going to make time to try some new stuff tonight.