Feel like the time i spent in my creative efforts was self indulgent and pointless..
Anyways not that it matters… at the end of day…
Im sort of satisfied with my skill level…but all the time i put into reaching that level was without purpose other than to have fun.
I would of liked to accomplish something small with my creative efforts…but at this point i feel like i should direct my energies elsewhere and be more disciplined in having a life balance.
Thank you all for continuing to let me post my nonsense here.
What is “accomplishing” if not creating and releasing music, though? Coming that far is kind of a big deal. If you’re still having fun making music, I think that’s important – most people seemingly aren’t, and I predict (I’m psychic, don’t worry) that that trend is going to go way down.
I think a lot of people on here forget just how far ahead of the curve they already are. The difference between you and some big name superstar could very well just be a few midrange tweaks or subtle design tricks. Taste is really that finicky of a bitch, imo.
Sometimes the universe informs you that you’ve leveled up and you can’t really pinpoint how or why, other than that you’ve been obsessed for far too long not to have. Food for thought
that people who give two shits abt what a celebrity thinks abt a political matter — yes, this person who is owned by another industry which cares abt nothing more than to churn out more $$$ from ur wallet has a non-manufactured stance on your issue and is any more informed than any of us actually tracking or any politician/gman directly involved the event lol grow up, theyre flying private from one venue to the next. ur issue is not on their mind.
I think the problem might even be greater than social media itself. The idea that there are potentially that many people (assuming at least 1/4 of them aren’t bots) on the planet who are incapable of having at least a handful of healthy interpersonal relationships and instead resort to this type of behavior in order to fill the void makes me actually feel really bad for them.
I’m saying this as someone who (obviously) values the connections we gain thanks to our newfangled communication mediums. It’s really that personality type that feels like couldn’t have existed in an actual tribe because they’d have enough people around them to tell them to quit their bullshit, but instead we have other interests fanning the flame instead.
TL;DR: It kind of sucks how easily some people get swept into it, really
i’ve said it to you before I suggest signing out for awhile. not from here, but from everywhere else. it’s liberating.
don’t get me wrong I feel the tectonics of my heart crumbling under pressure of heat building within the mantle of my heart constantly… I have high blood pressure which may come as no surprise to anyone who has known me for awhile on here especially after I’ve erupted into one of my…tirades…
Anyway, I don’t mind your posts and not only welcome your venting with open legs. in fact, I agree with you, pretty much wholeheartedly. I just hope you’re not mad all the time.
This coming from the guy who just meme-blasted reposts of “FREE PALESTINE” & “Trvmps = p3do r@pist” (i mean, fuck it) to his main IG story wall.
See I don’t really practice what I preach, as I am rarely truly “relaxed” whatever the fuck that means, but people who are PISSED OFF like I am so often, I helps if I reconcile these explosive outbursts, by saying to my friends on my level bullshit like “hey relax guy, log out once in awhile. it’s liberating” because that’s what I actually do and it really does help. I have play escape artist cosplay or I’ll just fuckin explode.
It’s hard not to see all the FUCKING EVIL SHIT in the world, but I can attest to that facts: in the world, there IS good, there IS beauty, and there IS hope. but if we get demo’d by an asteroid real soon I won’t be upset. can’t be upset when you’re fucking dead. I mean that’s just an assumption, I have no fuckin clue.
Im not mad all the time, not anymore at least…but i do have to doom scroll a lot less on social media…i spend way too much time reading angry posts and posting about those angry posts.
I have a seperate social media page dedicated as a mind dump that ive been using to sift through my thoughts…because there is a lot provocative stuff on social media.
This is my mood most of the time with the political posts as of recent.
i feel the same. Some people abuse the fact that in a civilized society we try not to behave aggressively. It’s at times difficult to restrain myself from aggression, doubly so because I know they feel superior to me. But, sometimes the moral thing to do requires a level of resignation, no matter how much someone else may deserve it.
I try not to hold grudges. I certainly remember what people have done and use that to my advantage, but I don’t think it’s worth carrying around all that emotional baggage. If people repetitively choose to treat me badly I just stay away from them… I’m also pretty direct, if people talk over the top of me when they’re not in a position to I literally just tell them to shut up until I can speak. Some people get shocked but then they get to speak when I’m done.
I don’t really like talking to people anyway, online is different because you physically have to wait until the other person has said their point before you can say yours.
What really PMO is people who won’t justify their opinions. Some things aren’t really justifiable, but when people come SCREAMING at me because I kinda just exist then it starts to become a concern.
meme-blasted reposts of “FREE PALESTINE” & “Trvmps = p3do r@pist” (i mean, fuck it) to his main IG story wall.