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The Off-Topic Thread
Good luck on the surgery, unless that part already happened!
Iāve been hit with a few of those in the past few years, and honestly the worst part wasnāt the surgery at all, but the specific repercussions of not having certain shit anymore, but most people donāt even have that happen. Donāt get anything ganked (just kidding, sometimes you have to if you donāt want to die)!
Also, Iād be more worried about someone posting on 4chan than getting surgery but thatās just me
NGL, I just got way too excited when I thought Soundcloudās banner said, āNow introducing: Comic sansā
I need to go back to bed apparently, although that would be the cringiest / best shit ever
The Charlie sheen = jack daniels, jameson, tequila, vodka, and rum mixed with coca colaā¦
jesus christ i fucking RANT when iām drunk. iām scheduling surgery soon. idk when. i gotta copyright claim on soundcloud. might lose my profile. if so iām moving to mixcloud & tiktok.
i mean my music is shit anyway. itās lower volume compared to anyone else, itās niche, and doesnāt follow any formula except my own basic music theory knowledge that everyone else follows. and itās yelling. no one wants to listen to some stupid cunt yelling about shit that doesnāt apply to their specific circumstances. fuck anyone who hates on edgar allen poe. that is my role model. dude died doing what he loved. died in the street on the pavement like a dog. rrepresent that. i would have died many years ago- just like him. on the street- in the very specific stairwell i slept in. i would have died there . in that uncomfortable stairwell. all alone. but i was blessed with parents who gave a fuck about me. so i didnāt die. i hail edgar allen poe and i feel sorry for anyone who doesnāt agree with me. he is a king. and he died. and he died a fucking loser. just like me.----
na i wonāt end it there. iām not a loser. iām just lost and everyone thinks iām a strange freak insane nightmare. iām ok with this. i tried dating a sorority girl. i got my reality check. good girls are not your cup of tea. move on. iām not gonna meet anyone in a gas station, so that makes my market about .07% compatability. but thatās ok. my music is my love. and i donāt want anyone coming between us. i failed capturing a hooker. just to let you all know. it wasnāt my āintentionā - like i wasnāt like consciously "hey i wannt ācapture this creatureāā " it was more like, "this female loves meā¦ and i never asked her to love me, but for some sick reason she still came back to ME. after 5 years. she STILL asked for me by name. i hope she is in jail. i want her in jail PERMANENTLY. i want her to suffer deeply. and i donāt really care how evil i am because of it. iām going on 5 years away from her,. and if i have not yet learned to love thy neighbor, but to harm others- do you think i will be swayed by your argument? cuz she deserves it. and i hope her mother ā¦ letās just say i watch alot of twisted shit on youtube. and nothing on there compares to the suffering her mother deserves. now iām done with her-
she is art. and i will live her through my art.
iām all alone in this world. and itās far past time i need to start embracing this reality
this isnāt real dude. none of ^^^^^ THIS is realā¦ none of this pays your bills. none of this takes you to your job. none of this keeps your family safe and in good health. none of this is real.
Dont devote yourself to artā¦
Devote yourself to workā¦
The work that you got to do to support yourselfā¦
The work you have to do to achieve your goalsā¦etcā¦
If anything art is something that helps you get centered and focused so that you have the creative energy to figure out how to solve your problems creativelyā¦
Everybody is aloneā¦keep evolving.
I dont knowā¦everyone is differentā¦
alot of VERY bad vibes right now. work fucked me. reality fucked me. iām hanging on by a fucking thread right now. about to pop off. iām gonna sleep it off but tomorrow i will still have the energy left over from tonight. if that doesnāt make sense then youāre no bipolar
i never experienced a ānormalā life before. i donāt know what ānormalā looks likeā¦ does anyone know?
It will always depend on what criteria the vast majority decide fit the ānormalā spectrum. Itās going to be different in every country in the world, based on what is most likely to be the encountered life circumstances there, at any given age. And even this constantly fluctuatesā¦ because the only constant in life is change (despite scared people who try really hard to create the illusion of safety from time and aging).
A hater is a sour grape that makes all the other fruit rotten cause they are a sour
Also some need to learn that other peoples relationships are sometimes nobody elses businessā¦
Im way too much asshole for the shit in that toilet.
More fucked up than a blind dude on pcp riding a gocart in monacoā¦