Out of everyone here chatting, I personally would love to hear even rough thoughts from your endeavors, most. Even if you were only avoiding poops at home to get some quick thoughts out.
Seriously. Find you some drums. Add in some tried and true processing, whether that’s individual layers or mix effects. Play a few pads and get cooking, bud.
I know I’d at least love to see a prod video of you making something, even if it is outside a DAW, since you’re hardware-based, mostly or all.
Some of your old stuff is my favorite. I think I bought your CD from the last Chimera label release. Still love it.