I think I first started making music before I turned 20, probably back in my teens. I probably didn’t know what kind of music I was making back then, but listening to it now, my crude teenage music definitely seems to have the soul of IDM. And it has that experimental music vibe too.
And back in my twenties, I worked incredibly hard making music. It was just a hobby, but it was truly enjoyable. Making music was immensely fun and made me feel great. That’s when I discovered IDM, and my music’s foundation was built around IDM, evolving into a style that blended all sorts of experimental, strange, bizarre, jazzy, dreamy genres.
I tried to add complex drumming, a Central Asian-inspired sound, tribal music elements, and a feel like it could be used in film scores. I also aimed to incorporate the melodic death metal vibe I love, along with shoegaze elements. Most importantly, I worked to add that dreamlike quality, like listening to it in a dream.
And I created a lot of music, right? I compiled it all into two albums. Even now when I listen to them, I think, “Ah, this is really my favorite style,” “This is a style I truly find satisfying to listen to.”
Time has passed, and I don’t listen to music much anymore. I don’t watch movies or dramas either. That said, I don’t completely avoid music. I just don’t listen for hours on end like I used to, all day long. It’s not that I’ve lost interest. I’m just too busy working, too tired, and can’t concentrate. Is it because I’m getting older? Or has my ability to focus just declined?
It feels like it’s been ages since I last made music. I tried launching FL Studio to start creating again, but my body feels tired and worn out. Haha, it’s fun, but I just can’t focus here. I have so many ideas, but my body is too exhausted. I guess my passion for this hobby has faded. Still, I’m trying to slowly start making music again.
Thanks for reading my long post. I didn’t even know there were websites related to IDM on the internet.
Oh, and if you have time, would you listen to my old, rough albums? It’s not an ad, I just want to share my old songs. I’m not making money off this, and I’ve uploaded them to YouTube just for storage.
I left the link, but I can’t post it. So I won’t leave the link.
IN THE REALMS OF THE UNREAL, The Man in the High Castle
These are the names of my two albums.
People here probably won’t go out of their way to find and listen to them, but if anyone’s curious, give them a search on YouTube.
Isn’t that the Pietà statue? I used a cover image that’s a cybernetic version of it. I used Photoshop—a manual AI creation method made by hand, using my own hands. Haha.
If anyone else makes music as a hobby like me, leave a comment below! I’ll listen to your music!
Anyway, nice to meet you all. I’ll be visiting here often. I hope we can share songs and chat together.
