I dont know if its the strange fog that’s making me feel like that, but…
What arr yall going to remember from 2014 and hope to get out of 2025?
I really want aliens to obliterate us all in to nothing, starting with myself and my loved ones. We dont deserve this planet and every day is confirming this fact for me.
Judging by the board today, maybe I should get myself a Goa call-girl 
I’m long past the age where I would be hoping for a better new year, or “this year’s going to be my year”, etc. Nowadays I just hope it’s not going to be too much worse.
We’re facing 4 years of doom with Musk rat & his first lady the orange shitstain in the US, where they’re going to do everything in their power to obliterate the middle class and working class so that billionaires can be trillionaires. It’s bleak AF. The world is slowly marching towards WW3.
Good times all around.
Aside from that. I’ll be trying to release a 3rd album in 2025. I’ve been slacking for various reasons the last 2 years and time I’ll never get back is flying by.
With this as a background soundtrack on repeat.
Haha! fucking bots. Not sure how all of those made it through the system.
Maybe the discourse filter decided we all need to have a bit more fun for the new year, lol.
More memes, shitposts, oped thesis manifestos that make people more brain rot
This is genius 
i wish you all to become filthy rich so you can eat the rich that are now on top of things and make it all right, the IDMF way.
Eh. I’m frustrated. I look back on 2024 and I went through a lot of twisted shit this year and have come out ahead of where I was a year ago… but it feels like for all the work I put in I should be farther along. And every time I think I’m over it, something jumps up and reminds me that this experience I’m thinking of totally left me scarred and is something that is going to take a long time for me to work past.
If all goes well, I’m getting my master’s in August, and then traveling in September (for the first time in 8 years) to celebrate. So I have some stuff to look forward to. In the meantime, I need to hang in there at my job - which is not where I want to be with my 3rd job in 12 months, but that’s how I feel here.
It’s tough, the meds I was supposed to finish in December got extended thru June, and that burns about half my year where I can’t really go out and do stuff. After working for 10 hours every day to keep up with work and school, with these meds I just don’t have anything left in the tank for art or relationships right now - which is where I want to push myself next. So I’m just tired and lonely and there’s no relief from either of those things on the horizon - except that school picks back up in a few weeks so I’ll be too busy to really notice how unhappy I am? I hope.
I think the only thing keeping me going right now is that there’s an end to these things in sight and if I can just keep busy then I hope 6 months will fly by before I know it. Still pissed that I’m losing half this year before it even starts. Really going to have to load up the last 3 months or so to do what I want to do.
Cheers my friend, its sort of like that on my end too. I have no idea what is happening so might as well give it my best try whatever comes this way. Наздраве!!!
You’ve had a rough year, and it’s totally fair to feel frustrated. You’ve worked your ass off, and it sucks when it feels like you’re not as far as you shoud be.
Balancing work, school, and meds is a lot, and losing half the year to stuff out of your control is just a crappy feeling. But you’re still making moves—finishing your masters, planning travel, and thinking about what’s next. That’s a big deal.
This phase won’t last forever. Even just a few minutes doing something small for yourself can help. Hang in there—you’re doing better than you give yourself credit for.
Thanks man, you have no idea how much that helps to read. Hell, I’m surprised how much it helps. Hope you are having a good time wherever you are.
2014 is kinda hazy at this point, i think i was still smoking hella gonja back then.
That being said, for me 2024 brought me my first kids, so thats about as big as it gets. They’re fucking awesome little dudes.
I released an EP on GP, lost weight, put on a bunch of muscle and got stronger, and generally had a nice time hanging out with friends and family.
For 2025, I’m looking to do more of the same, but this time, I’ve got two solo albums in the works, hoping to make good progress on those this year, and hopefully complete at least one of them.
I’m going in a little over a month to get evaluated for ADHD, something I (and my wife, who is a therapist) have suspected I have for a long time. I think that diagnosis would honestly give me some sort of catharsis or closure, like a missing puzzle piece that would help me complete my understanding of who I am and why I am the way I am. We’ll see what happens.
Otherwise… I’ll be trying to maintain my sanity on the side of Washington state where I have to intermingle with all of these fucking militia cosplaying, coal rollin’, “black guns matter”, evangelical, 10 IQ rednecks and hillbillies that spend all of their time guzzlin’ Rumps orange dick chili.
Keep rockin’ brother! Congrats on all the achievements my man! More will follow shortly. Be ready 
I’ve finally started playing Far Cry 5 (that I’ve had for years but left untouched) and it’s pure bliss. Exploding the kind of folks you’re describing with rocket launchers, setting them on fire with incendiary shotgun ammo or just snipe them from afar… you can’t beat that kind of fun 
I hope 2025 will be much better for you than expected! And I’m sure it will be, since you got lots of stuff to look forward to! If it helps, I can really relate to the feeling that one should be farther ahead, even though probably in the context of different aspects of life. I have been working hard on overcoming some obstacles in the last few years and sometimes I even feel like my steps kinda were circling backwards even though objectively, that’s not the case. Some valleys are a bit longer than expected, we just keep on going, fighting, loving and believing - in yourself or something else, whatever keeps you going. 