It's a great little stand-a-lone granular synth program, than lets you load in sound files and then mangle them. It's also really cheap to buy..about $10 I think..you'd have to check that though to be sure.
Yeah, all my old tapes went in the bin ages ago...
See, I still can't bring myself to throw out all my 4-track tapes. They are probably 20 years old at this point and I don't own a fucking 4-track. Can't do it. They are next to the jar with my toe nail clippings and a stack of America Online floppies.
I don't have my very first track probably in any format any more (that's pre-4-track....probably just regular tapes and recording through some boom box internal mic). But this is probably some of the earlier shit I do have. This is either some piece of shit Casio hooked up to distortion pedals. Or maybe I had already picked up a Korg N5 by then and it's all internal to that, recorded on a 4-track: